I’ve been super busy with school. I’m  a senior in high school now and I’ve only got 4 more days of school.  Bu ti thought i owed you all an update.

I haven’t been eating that great lately, but I’ve changed the tin the past few days. I haven dropped weight in about 7 weeks and I’m really bummed out. I just was to get into the 120s so badly….i currently weigh 132 in the morning. I want to lose 8-more pounds…ill stop when i feel comfortable. right now my tummy feels like jelly and I’m really self conscious of my cellulite legs.

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elephantology:

Am I hip yet

haha I went to goodwill today and bought this stuff~

Scale said 132 this morning! Not sure if it’s a fluctuation or it’s here to stay. I’ve seen 132 before on the scale.. hopefully I can get down to 131 or 130 soon to know im past a plateau! PRAY FOR ME LOL

I may have to only do this every other day because im too sore from yesterday to put my whole heart into it today and i’drather not half-ass it. :/

Thank you! Yeah their from victoria’s secret and i never wear them because they have these weird seams on the back that shows major VPL hahaha. SO i use them as workout shorts instead because i dont have any Spankies! lolol

And i wish I could hit the 30 lb mark! :)

These are my Day 1 30 Day Shred pictures…I weigh 133 lbs and I’m 5’7”. Ill post progress pics on day 15 and on day 30. I’ve lost 28 lbs at this point and hope to lose 10-15 more. :) (sorry my pictures are bad and half-assed…haha)

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Hi guys! I decided to start Jillian Michaels’ 30 Day Shred again. Last time i stopped becasue a large portion involved weights and I didnt have any and I felt like having weights was a big part of the program. I finally got some and now I’m starting again!

I found Level 1 on Youtube, but I will need levels 2 and 3 in 10 and 20 days respectively. PLEASE help me locate them! If any of you know where to find HER videos online, PLEASE tell me! I need the full workouts!

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I just got so fucking close to having a movie date… he said hewouldgo but there are AP tests coming up and he needed to study. Im crying…I came so close and hes kind of the guy of my dreams and this is the closest ill ever get and i hate life

Still around 133, 134. I haven’t been eating too great lately but at least I didn’t gain. Recently I decided to listen to rap when I workout and I feel like such a badass and its so motivating, I highly recommend it. I listen to Eminem radio on Pandora. Also, Remember the Name is an awesome motivational song!

Im always the fifth wheel. I’m the last resort for any of my friends. I’m never a first choice. I’m sitting alone by myself on a bus to my senior field trip. I want to break down. I’m sorry you all are reading this, but i had to say it somewhere and every other social networking site is too public.